iwriteinblues:

I take a deep breath of despair
it engulfs every organ and bone
in my body
It is frothing in my ribcage
so much of it is inside of me
it spills out of the pores of my skin
I am emitting despair
make it stop

I am morbidly sad
it’s become repulsive
I do not know what I am anymore
I do not know what I consist of anymore
I only know that I am made of 
despair, angst, and curiosity 
I cannot decipher my feelings
and words are not enough anymore